The one thing that always brings me emotional relief is music, so I'm starting this #InMyEar semi-weekly category on The Lair to ease my angst-riddled/vlog jitters mind. Here we go, guys. Hold on to your eardrums and sanity. It might get a little weird. These days I'm all about anything that is reminiscent of three sensations:
1) driving down a highway on a sunny day 2) being in Roger Corman's 1967's film "The Trip" 3) gettin' real riot grrrl on some fools 4) feeling glorious about my angst TEAMS I miss Bay Area rode trips with my "seester" Wayane Rose. I love riding shotgun with my lil' sis, on our way to Current HQ in San Francisco, while I skip through the same old CD she's had in her car for like 5 years. I am going to make her a mixed CD for my next trip out there and will definitely include some tracks by Teams, who is really a creative dude named Sean Bowie who is from Knoxville, Tennessee, but is now in LA where he probably belongs. Here is one of my favorite older singles by him: "Anml Life" from last years "CATCH POOL" EP. It sounds like a happy hangover drive to In-N-Out. I love the usage of Instagram pics in this video too. I just love everything about his chillwave-on-speed sound.
â€œI donâ€™t want to yell my whole life. I want to express myself in a darker way now. I donâ€™t want to use feminism anymore because I was let down by the non- existent movement. I want feminism to use ME as an example instead. I wonâ€™t let the movement down because I am not a movement, I am an individual. I just have to be myself and work on art with the purest of intentions. Sin Sin Sin was made to free me of my â€œso-called sinsâ€ laid on my mind in a machismo country which has so many strong and unfearing women and men. I am not afraid. This album is for the men and women that are fed guilt mixed with hatred for not marrying young, for thinking of themselves before others, for trying to see life differently.â€Lucinda Williams This is going to make me sound like a moron who doesn't know how to Google, but I honestly thought Lucinda Williams was black before I listened to her music. I think I saw an album cover somewhere with a striking black woman playing a guitar and thought it was her. I really can't stand most country songs by white folks (sorry, guys), so a reference in BITCH magazine and my mistake is what led me to purchase Lucinda Williams' latest album "Blessed" on iTunes. I'm so glad I did. It's beautiful, and made me rethink hatin' on country whitey. I am now an official fan of Lucinda Williams.
I'm not just a doormat. I'm not just being stepped on all over the place. If you look at the bulk of my material, it's about trying to find some strength through that. - Lucinda WilliamsRock on, sista. Light Asylum My friend Catgirl turned me on to this rabbit hole of amazing sounds. I say rabbit hole because once I start listening to Light Asylum, I start trying to imagine her different influences and begin a Google quest to unearth related tunes. Light Asylum's Shannon reminds me of Skin from Skunk Anansie -- a black woman, with a unique style, who was initially embraced more by goth/rock/electro white music fans than by brown folks. I love her surreal videos and plan on going to one of her shows in the near future.
â€œI came here from Seattle,â€ Funchess explains, â€œwhere there were a lot of punk bands and D.I.Y., indie two-pieces and stuff. We would play shows with our friends, like Seven Year Bitch and Sky Cries Mary. I was here for CMJ in 1996 with another band, and I decided that I had to move here. Five years later, I made the move.â€ It took her five years, but she eventually made the move in 2001 and started working with then up-and-coming groups like TV on the Radio, !!! and Telepathe. Coviello, on the other hand, grew up in Newark, New Jersey, making club tracks and house music. â€œI used to go see Danny Tenaglia, sneaking into all the downtown NYC clubs when I was a teenager.â€ It wasnâ€™t until a few years ago, when they were both in bands on tour with the rap group Bunny Rabbit, that they met and bonded over their arcane musical tastes. According to Coviello, â€œI remember Shannon mentioned this obscure dark-wave band, Clan of Xymox, that only, like, a handful of people talked aboutâ€”and I just knew.â€ Funchess adds, â€œI had done Light Asylum previous to Bruno, but I wasnâ€™t quite sure how I was going to perform it.â€ When the tour was over, they reconvened in Shannonâ€™s practice space with Covielloâ€™s Casiotone and a fifty-dollar drum machine from 1988. â€œWith Bruno I wanted to start from scratch,â€ says Funchess. â€œWe did that and there was just no question.â€ In coming together, they have produced some of the most powerful, dark and emotional music that has come out of Brooklyn in a long, long time. To figure out how thatâ€™s possible, you just need to hear Funchess explain it: â€œTo me Light Asylum is a metaphor for the lack of genuine self-expression in the world, where people suppress their sexuality, their creativity, their entire lives. This music is for them and for people to realize that theyâ€™re not alone. The music is dark, but itâ€™s at a place where you can see there is light at the end of the tunnel. The darkness isnâ€™t all around us; itâ€™s inside us.â€I think Shannon is amazing for remaining true to herself and putting out this incredible music. She's definitely inspiring and Light Asylum tracks are both brooding and inspiring enough to make me lurk around my apartment making art.